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Sunday, June 29, 2008

Pandora's Box

I remember reading a certain friends entry about Pandora's box and it left me completely dumbfounded. Heres how it goes:

If I had remembered correctly, when pandora's box was opened, the last of all that had resided in the box and subsequently released was hope; amongst the multitude of evils unleashed.
Hope is good, is it not?
I beg to differ.
Hope is akin to dreaming.
It breeds in people a feeling of possibility.
Possibility mean that there is a certain percentage of impossibility.
This means that the bigger the hope, so is the disappointment when it fails to come true.
Realism. Pessimism. Thats what life is. The cold water to wake one up.
It brings people down to earth; breeds joy when something pleasantly unexpected occurs.
Only fools hope. I choose to be the pessimist. The cynic.
The less the hope, the happier I am for never had I placed too much hope in anything;
I aim, I want, I demand.
If not? I throw the idea away. Some call it giving up, I call it practical.
Hope is only useful as a word to be used conveniently.

Wow! Notice how we have always looked at one side of the story when there are a few perspectives you can look at things from and gray areas to explore. I guess education or maybe even our own humane desires only teaches or forces us to look at only one side of things, the side where you think its the best for you or the side where we want them or hope they look like if you know what I mean. Conforming. Institutionalization. Something which I will be going through soon. At times, I find myself lost in my own train of thoughts writing down random words and phrases swimming around my head. Somehow I feel a sense of inner peace whenever I stare at the white pieces of paper on my trusty orange notebook while thinking of what to write. Writing is something which I hope I can revisit soon. But nothing beats a lazy day at the beach with some soothing tunes from my weedmachine and something to hold on really tight to and nothing to worry about. Can't wait for that day to come. Talking about music, I've been listening to some pretty neat songs the past few days and I must say that no one writes down better lyrics than John Mayer.
Man On The Side and My Stupid Mouth. Two great songs with lyrics that never fails to amaze me. I believe we are somehow able to relate to that song one way or another, well maybe more for me. Covered In The Rain, another great song which just adds to the overall emotional journey you are about to embark on if you ever click on the links. Maybe its the guitar riff in the middle. Maybe not. For the best experience, listen to it on a lazy afternoon in your bed with your blankets up and the aircons blasting. Theres tonnes of stuff on my mind but its impossible for words to illustrate them. Maybe I shall write a song. Maybe not.

"Maybe its the sadness in your eyes,
when beads of tears stream down your face,
Maybe it was the insecurity you might have felt,
It made you look so vulnerable.
All I could do was to look at you at a distance
and it was killing me the whole damn time"

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

when getting a glass of water turns into opening a orange letter
7th october here i come!

Monday, June 23, 2008

Lynette a.k.a. netto a.k.a. IMD's mommy

1. Honestly speaking, i cant remember how we got to know oneanother =p
2. Err, the weird things you say.. you know what i mean =))

3. I think your a damn good friend cos you care about others even though you got many things on your hand and you are compromising and forgiving and i forgot the word but its something good
4. look at number 2
5. do you secretly wish you can kill me at times? hahahah
6. For being such a lousy friend, taking your for granted and the hahas and okoks on msn conversations =|

Sunday, June 22, 2008

FIONA!!! a.k.a. nehneh

1. If im not wrong, you ask me whether i know this guy called jasper and it all started from there =)
2. bitch fit HAHAHAAH no larr.. BS and sing emo song while walking

3. Your crazy-ass laughter!!!
4. super nice junior, you know what i mean =)
5. Shit, i dunno what to ask, why not u ask me hahahah
6. For not being able to give you good advice

Yahui a.k.a. OngYAYA a.k.a. Yahoo

1. Cos you are in IMD, so no choice.. hahaha no larr, cant really remember ehh.. can you?
2. Erm, theres this guy HAHAHAHAH

3. Your always up to date with shows and all
4. Everything korean, camera shy and that guy =p
5. Will there ever be a chance that you talk to him? hahaha
6. For being such a lousy friend . =|

SYAZ a.k.a. mina fwen!!

1. Programmer!!! and the countless nights of filming
2. Mina-ness and your 'Wah lao eh...'

3. You taught me malay! HHAHAAH
4. The sight of you walking together with matt with his hands over your shoulders. Classic.
5. What if you and matt got together HAHAHHA i can imagine you just giggling and saying siao arr.. lols!!
6. hhmm, for not getting to know you earlier? =)

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Jiayi a.k.a. ah lian!

1. must be the ah lian ah beng thing luhhh. and econs class
2. white white

3. your whiteness!! hahah now you shall be called the royal whiteness
4. You remind me of Cheers, the one at business school lols!
5. I think i know quite an amount HAHAHAAH
6. ehh, for not giving good advice? i think im damn bad at giving advice lols

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Kaysee a.ka. Fishball a.ka. Lollipop

1. Cos your a wicked viwawa player, first time play with you go Sweat already mann
2. Fishballs!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA

3. hhmm, your fishball like cheeks? =p
4. when you were flying 360 in the air into the sea and den coming up saying ur drowning!!
5. ehh ehh, how light are you?
6. hhmm, have i done anything to disappoint anger you before? hahah

Lets have some fun!

Comment with a ` or anything and I'll dedicate an entry to you:

1. Telling you why I befriended you.

2. Associate you with something.

3. Telling you something I like about you.
4. Telling you a memory I have of you.
5. Asking something I've always wanted to know about you.
6. And something that i really want to apologize about, if theres any.

Monday, June 16, 2008

happenstance

past few sundays been bad, makes me feel kinda shitty in some ways.. i could really do with a long bus ride, a good nap under the sun or even the stars and being lost in my tunes now. or even a good flick! probably with an ice-cold drink in hand and a good read in another, anyone up for it? my room smells of poison and fresh leaf, not in a bad way but in a good way.. but theres a certain fragrance i miss.. the sweet fresh crispy smell of fresh bedsheets. came by an interesting word, happenstance. a chance happening. seems kinda easy to understand but yet in some sense its kinda deep. the magnitude of the word is kinda big! its like a thousand side rubix cube. a jigsaw puzzle of jigsaw puzzle pieces. its like playing in a band or how you always see those great jazz players perform together till the lights are out and leave everyone breathless wanting for more.. so easy yet difficult to understand at the same time. they say pictures speaks a thousand words but sometimes the actual thing speaks more in volumes.. the past few nights were made up of lovely home cooked meals.. im sure pictures cant do it justice, heck it cant even scrap the tip of the whole gigantic iceberg.. the actual experience is waiting and dying to be relived, if you get what i mean.. everything from the shopping of groceries, the walk to and from the marts, the hot steamy kitchen, the laying out of plates, the light-hearted laughter and conversation over the meal and the desserts after the meal. it was a wholesome experience.. you could say an appreciation of the simple things in life. something healthy and good where words cant even describe whats it like sitting at the table and being surrounded by friends and loved ones. ok, thanks for staying with me for this long its amazing if your still staying with me till this very word.. give yourself a pat on ur back! alright! its time for the lights to be out and illustrator to kick in and be runnin at full speed..
if only... if only....

Monday, June 09, 2008

As requested by recruit DM. Lee

yong, if u read this u need to know that it wasnt me it was david HAHAHAHAHA

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

SB Lobsters

does this pair of kicks remind you of something?

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HAHAHH the crazy ppl at nike are at it again..

Sunday, June 01, 2008

HOLLYWOOD BACK IN THE FINALS BABAYAYYY!!!!