happenstance

past few sundays been bad, makes me feel kinda shitty in some ways.. i could really do with a long bus ride, a good nap under the sun or even the stars and being lost in my tunes now. or even a good flick! probably with an ice-cold drink in hand and a good read in another, anyone up for it? my room smells of poison and fresh leaf, not in a bad way but in a good way.. but theres a certain fragrance i miss.. the sweet fresh crispy smell of fresh bedsheets. came by an interesting word, happenstance. a chance happening. seems kinda easy to understand but yet in some sense its kinda deep. the magnitude of the word is kinda big! its like a thousand side rubix cube. a jigsaw puzzle of jigsaw puzzle pieces. its like playing in a band or how you always see those great jazz players perform together till the lights are out and leave everyone breathless wanting for more.. so easy yet difficult to understand at the same time. they say pictures speaks a thousand words but sometimes the actual thing speaks more in volumes.. the past few nights were made up of lovely home cooked meals.. im sure pictures cant do it justice, heck it cant even scrap the tip of the whole gigantic iceberg.. the actual experience is waiting and dying to be relived, if you get what i mean.. everything from the shopping of groceries, the walk to and from the marts, the hot steamy kitchen, the laying out of plates, the light-hearted laughter and conversation over the meal and the desserts after the meal. it was a wholesome experience.. you could say an appreciation of the simple things in life. something healthy and good where words cant even describe whats it like sitting at the table and being surrounded by friends and loved ones. ok, thanks for staying with me for this long its amazing if your still staying with me till this very word.. give yourself a pat on ur back! alright! its time for the lights to be out and illustrator to kick in and be runnin at full speed..
if only... if only....